monsters
i lay in my bed at night,
my heat pounding fast,
holding onto blankets tight,
trying to forget the past.
what happened ended long ago,
yet still afraid i am,
it stops me from getting close to you,
telling myself its over.
i run from my monsters,
they chase me, and follow me.
i lost their names long ago, just monsters,
and hes hiding in the shadows.
Winter
With its cold, dullness,
I smile.
I watch the snow as it floats down.
And smile as I know,
I can go out and walk.
I walk in this white world.
Now as it glistens in the sun,
I can hear not a thing.
But the sweet silence from the snow.
It whispers to me,
And I smile more.
It says "I am magic!
And though your life is tragic,
I bring this gift from me to you."
Death To Those Who Seek Me
hiding in that corner
watching and waiting.
i hide from your smiles,
and your laughter,
brings pain to my ears.
red water running all around me,
and its river seeps towards you.
build your dam and protect yourself,
small cuts and bruises,
shine out in your light.
touch and feel the pain,
within me i cry,
and within me i die,
so go away and leave me,
cus youll fall with me.
death calls out to you,
and death seeks you.
i found it and am keeping it back.
death wants you,
and wont let you go.
open hearts, and open minds,
pour out your hurt,
pour out your pain,
open eyes see what they want to se
Blinded
I'm blinded by your light,
Your endless pureness,
Is slowly killing me.
I stand in awe of your love,
For her, not for me,
And I wait at the side.
Hoping for a day,
When you'll turn and see,
Me standing there. Loving you.
Well I guess this will never happen,
And now I guess I've lost my sanity,
All because I am blinded.
Blinded by your light,
I'm blinded by the thoughts of me and you,
That will never come true.
Current Residence: Belfast Favourite genre of music: Rock, alternative rock, punk, metal. Favourite photographer: Nixy, Hayley Favourite style of art: Its all good MP3 player of choice: one that works! Favourite cartoon character: Sailor moon, cardcaptors!!!! Personal Quote: When i say flomp...it means you do it!!
Favourite Visual Artist
Too many
Favourite Movies
Gingersnaps...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Too many to name!
Favourite Writers
Emily Dicknson
Favourite Games
Sonic
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS 1 and 2, X-box, sega!
Tools of the Trade
Pencil, and digital camera
Other Interests
art, poetry, photography, film-making, playing my guitar, music
ok i know i ramble on in this but yeah.
basically ive been busy, hence why i havnt updated my gallery. but there will soon be more added. when i have the time.
ive been doin alot more stuff, and so soon it will be put on this.
in the mean time, i will not talk about the same things i usually tend to talk about.
waiting for people to get here, so i can do my hw!!! argh stoopid scone like woman, the ole bitch!
ima sitting in the libary, bored, with a gay.
lol
class was cancelled and now i have nuthing to do for the next hour and 1/2 ffs!!!
but however things are good. im happy.
I. Lovve. Him.
hes my special baby. we now have wheels woooo cant wait.
lol
yeah well i shall go and poke teh gay. hes not payin me attention.
i miss you already and i know im writing this somewhere, that you cant see it, but i need to say this.
youve always been there for me, and somehow stood by me. ur my rock and my comfort and now im losing you.
and it hurts. and im scared. i dont know what to do without you telling that im being stupid.
i know ive hurt you and thinking about this is making me want to just give you the biggest hug ever, you always listened, and gave me a shoulder to cry on.
baby girl i love you and i always will.
The guy created his portfolio content and layouts using art from DA artists.
And I really mean it.. He had dozend of art pieces signed with his name with the original signatures removed.
All of the work in more than 5 sections belonged to different artists such as heiz, mincedniku, jesskajuice, mellon and so on.. This was a really serios portfolio, with the flash stuff and all. And this guy claimed he was a web developer ready for orders and comissions for designs and illustrations. He is also a model. IF that's really him of course.
Adam Liam McCleery is the name.
So I see DA admins contacted him even faster than I thought.